hello quiet readers,
when i received an email in my inbox from substack that said, “great work! you’ve published 52 weeks in a row” i had to sit down. i had posted on this little substack newsletter every week for a year straight? me? the person who claimed they had absolutely no self-discipline and failed at every project she tried? this email was miles more important to me than the one that told me i had reached 1000 subscribers. don’t get me wrong, that one had me jumping over the moon too, but i don’t have control over who subscribes to me or not. i do have control, however, on whether i show up here every week and send you a quiet little letter.
i have never been so proud of myself. it’s up there with getting my master’s degree, self-publishing a collection of poetry on my own and creating my own magazine for five issues. this is something i will treasure for a very, very long time and use as proof for years to come that i am capable of doing something huge.
so if i am able to do something like this, maybe i can take this further.
i’ve never been at this position before. i’ve never got this far. i’ve always admired artists and creatives who have been able to make money through their craft. but i’ve always had this voice at the back of my head that said i’ll never be one of those people. those are the lucky ones, that sort of thing doesn’t happen to me. but why not?
so i’m making a big decision today, in line with the first day of spring tomorrow and new beginnings and the world opening up with a myriad of possibilities once again—i am turning on paid subscriptions.
if you are in the position to purchase a paid subscription, you will get:
access to the finding quiet podcast which is the most casual podcast you’ll ever listen to but you’ll love it because i send my best friends voicenotes exactly like this
the quiet list series with my bi-monthly media/books/article recommendations, reflections and more
access to a new series called quiet notes from my journal where i share little parts of what’s in my journal with you (usually me yapping about plants and joy)
a surprise free gift hehe
all my love and adoration after the moon
i also want to take this opportunity to say how incredibly happy i am to have each and every one of you here. you are truly making my dreams come true and the 16-year-old version of me with a blogspot that got maybe 12 views once is eternally jealous but very happy for me.
thank you so much for subscribing, paid or not. i appreciate you so much <3
i’ll see you next week! xo
Thats so nice !!! I am reading your writings one by one nd loving everything ❤️ 💕
Great work! There’s no better feeling than when you are consistent and follow through on the creative act! Whoo Hooo!