there is nothing wrong with me i just needed it to be spring again

quiet notes from my journal #1 - a new series !

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i knew i never liked the cold. i’m not sure if astrology is real but i was born in the summer and that’s why i think i feel so dead inside when the sun is on hiatus for part of the year. sometimes i think astrology isn’t real because i don’t resemble a leo in the slightest. i’m quiet, i’m shy, i hate attention unless i ask for it. but then i think about what i’m like with my friends, my inner circle, my person, and perhaps the stars may have a point or two up there. but if there is one thing i know about myself, it’s that as much as i love and worship the moon, my soul only comes to life in the sun.

it is spring and i feel alive again.